Hello, World.
It's me!
.....Mario!
Sorry.
I'm sorry I haven't posted in so long. This is not really a post, it's just an update explaining why I didn't post and won't be doing so for a while. I wasn't planning on posting until I could actually find time, but I still did. More on that later.
There are various reasons I haven't posted. Part of it was just life - I have exams in two weeks, so I've been studying quite a bit. Most of it was just that something has been quite off for the last month or so. I haven't been as happy as I usually was, I've felt unwanted and invisible, little things have started making me extremely insecure and angry, and just a general sort of sadness would kick in at random times. Hey, I'm still trying to figure it out myself.
Why didn't I talk about it here, you ask? Well, because as I went through my posts on this blog, I saw that most of them were happy and bright. I didn't want to change the theme of this blog - like this ain't Instagram, you can't just put in three blank pictures like "THEME CHANGE!!!!!!"
Buuuut it did lead to some new beginnings, for example, I've started writing my own songs! I will post them on here later, once I'm more comfortable showing them to the whole internet.
Now for the second part of this post...why I came back in the middle of my study time (I'm supposed to be looking at literature right now. I'm an idiot.).
Well, so today I opened up my blog again and I was like, "hey, I haven't checked how many page-views I've got in ages! Let me check!" And well, here is what my audience looked like in the past month:
It's me!
.....Mario!
Sorry.
I'm sorry I haven't posted in so long. This is not really a post, it's just an update explaining why I didn't post and won't be doing so for a while. I wasn't planning on posting until I could actually find time, but I still did. More on that later.
There are various reasons I haven't posted. Part of it was just life - I have exams in two weeks, so I've been studying quite a bit. Most of it was just that something has been quite off for the last month or so. I haven't been as happy as I usually was, I've felt unwanted and invisible, little things have started making me extremely insecure and angry, and just a general sort of sadness would kick in at random times. Hey, I'm still trying to figure it out myself.
Why didn't I talk about it here, you ask? Well, because as I went through my posts on this blog, I saw that most of them were happy and bright. I didn't want to change the theme of this blog - like this ain't Instagram, you can't just put in three blank pictures like "THEME CHANGE!!!!!!"
Buuuut it did lead to some new beginnings, for example, I've started writing my own songs! I will post them on here later, once I'm more comfortable showing them to the whole internet.
Now for the second part of this post...why I came back in the middle of my study time (I'm supposed to be looking at literature right now. I'm an idiot.).
Well, so today I opened up my blog again and I was like, "hey, I haven't checked how many page-views I've got in ages! Let me check!" And well, here is what my audience looked like in the past month:
I was like, "WHAAAA???" There are more people viewing my blog in Russia than in where I live right now and that is genuinely amazing. People in South Africa are viewing my blog, and god even knows why. I have no idea where 'Czechia' is, but there is one lovely viewer over there too (I'm sorry, I don't know why I chose IGCSE Geography either.). HOLA MI AMIGO/A ESPANOL/A!!!! COMO ESTAS???? Sorry this is like my basic Spanish okay I'm good at Spanish but I can't make conversation lol adios muchas gracias por leer :)))) (and also my keyboard doesn't support accents soooo....sorry....) Also Ukrainians, y'all are pretty bored, man, thanks for reading.
Honestly, I don't even know if any of you actually read my posts or like stare at my amazing theme, but whatever interests you on here, I love each of you and you never fail to make my day and make me feel loved, I now feel so much better all thanks to you nice lovely people who are just little, bored unicorns. :))
Thank you for making my day and helping this random weird sadness monster thingy BACK OFF FOR A BIT. Like, really. Y'all are real nice okay thenk you thenk you
Little Miss Imperfect
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